Everything was planned.

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I used to question why Allah put me in positions I thought I could never handle.

But as time went on, I came out of those situations and circumstances stronger than ever before.

The harder it got, the easier my heart was able to take it.I somehow got stronger each and every moment.

Don't get me wrong, there were times when I felt so weak I couldn't physically get out of bed.I bursted out my tears alone in a dark room.

I was so tired of everything and just wanted to escape from it all.

But I had to face my fears.I had to understand that Allah does everything for a reason and I was just so scared and stressed because I didn't know what the reason was.

But I learned that sometimes I am better off not knowing what the reason is because it' made me a lot more patient and happy being content with what Allah has planned for me.

Sabr.

In every patient, beautiful things await.

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