red and thorn

Dearest friend. Don't be afraid. Don't worry too much. I know you feel like you're going to be in a darkness forever. I know it's hard to imagine what could be waiting for you in future. I know you're confused about your current situation and things are crazy right now but I'm here to let you know some of your best days are waiting for you. This time will pass and all your current struggles will teach you a greatest lessons of your life. This darkness will vanish and you'll be happy once again. This sadness and pain will go away and you will taste joy and happiness. Right now, you feel like there is no light at the end of tunnel, but soon you will be able to see the light. I know you'r broken and damaged but you will heal. The sun will shine again and you will smile again. You have come so far and done the best you can. Be proud of yourself for how hard you're trying. Keep going and don't give up. You will figure...

Dear old self, You might have been a loser. You screwed so many opportunities that I wish I can take now. You decided to stick to the weaker parts of you even though you knew you had more capabilities and a great potential. You were afraid of change I guess. A lot happened to you, suffering and loses. But your head remained high and for that I'm proud of you. You stood up on your own feet without anyone's support and when change forced itself into your life, you took it in  and nurtured it with care. My present success and good circle is a result of your pain. You shaped the life that I'm enjoying now so thank you. Than you for all the wrong decisions and consequences you suffered. Thank you for all the negativity you endured. Thank you for believing in yourself. You are my hero and I owe you everything. Now, it's my turn to continue our journey in this life. Wish the best for me so I could be like you to face this horrible world. -Lo...

Here's the truth,ladies. Being pretty doesn't keep a man. Being honest doesn't keep a man. Being loyal doesn't keep a man. Treating a man good doesn't keep a man. Being there for a man doesn't keep a man. Caring about a man doesn't keep a man. Making an effort doesn't keep a man. Paying attention to a man doesn't keep a man. Spending time with a man doesn't keep a man. You could have the best intentions, you could have the most sincere feelings, and you could be a good woman and you still wouldn't be able  to keep a man because the only way to keep a man is if that man want to be kept by you. You can't force a man to be with you. You can't beg a man to stay with you. You can't love a man into loving you. With a man,you could tell he wants to be kept when the relationship gets hard  and he does everything to fight for you because a man only fights for a girl he wants to be...

Mungkin dalam apa sahaja yang terjadi dalam hidup aku, ianya kelihatan seperti mudah.Aku hanyalah seorang gadis yang asalnya mahukan hidup yang mudah.Aku hanya seorang gadis yang sememangnya mengambil segala-galanya dengan begitu mudah supaya hidup aku tidak perlu menjadi seperti hidup gadis-gadis dalam drama atau novel. Namun, se klise manapun ia, ianya tetap akan mencorak satu emosi dalam diri aku yang menolak aku untuk terus bergerak ke hadapan .Bergerak ke hadapan walaupun terpaksa berjalan di atas duri yang tajam.Mungkin, jika aku ini sebuah buku, aku mungkin buku yang sukar difahami, sukar ditelah .....kerana aku sendiri tidak faham aku. Dan hakikatnya, sehebat mana juga aku, secantik manapun dunia yang aku bina, aku bukan sesiapa dan hanyalah hamba yang mudah lupa tentang rasa syukur. Riak itu adalah racun.Pujian itu ialah pisau yang mencucuk keimanan.Paksakan diri berdoa pada Dia, tundukkan hati pada sujud,tinggikan keimanan pada Dia, Dia dan hanya Dia. Kerana aku se...

Hidup di dunia ini tidaklah sentiasa dikerumuni manusia seperti semut mengerumuni manisnya gula. Kadangkala Allah menguji dengan kesunyian, bukan sebagai hukuman ataupun bebanan tetapi itu petanda kasih dan sayang Allah kepada hambaNya. "Kasih sayang Allah itu cukup luas dan tidak terbatas". Subhanallah. Alangkah beruntungnya kita. Tetapi, berapa ramai yang sedar akan kasih sayang Allah buat hambaNya? Apa saja yang menimpa diri itu adalah kerana kasih sayang Allah sama ada baik atau buruk peristiwa yang terjadi. Kita bersyukur dengan kehadiran orang-orang sekeliling kita yang sentiasa menceriakan hari-hari kita.Alhamdulillah. Namun, disaat Allah menarik insan-insan ini, apa reaksi kita? Sudah tentu hidup kita terus sunyi. Terasa kegelapan dalam hidup. Sunyi. Kosong. Kita mula mengungkit dan mempersoal itu dan ini. Astaghfirullah. Tanya ppada diri kita, adalah kita tidak redha dengan takdir ini? Allah ingin kita sedar bahawa hidup ini kosong...

"Allah itu Maha Penyayang.Dia tak akan beri ujian di luar kemampuan hambaNya."Suaranya memecah sunyi yang sedari tadi memenuhi ruang. "Kalau sayang kenapa diuji?"Satu soalan terluah."Kalau sayang, kenapa perlu diberi ujian hinggakan seseorang itu putus asa dan mula menyalahkan takdir?"soalan terluah lagi."Kalau sayang, bukan patut jaga orang yang disayang itu sebaiknya?Jaga dia dan tak biar orang tu sendiri,tak ke?" "Sebab cara Dia tunjukkan kasih sayang berbeza dengan manusia, makhluk yang lemah ni"Dia diam lagi, cuba memahami apa yang disampaikan. "Dia uji sebab rindu".Pendek balasan yang diterima.Dahi dikerut.Rindu?"Allah rindu nak dengar hambaNya mengadu,sujud menyembah Dia." Dia seyum nipis,menjawab. "Tahu tak?Dia beri banyak sangat nikmat supaya hari akhirat nanti, tak ada alasan untuk orang yang kufur nikmat ni dikasihani?"Sekilas wajah bingung di sebelah dikerling. "Allah uji tand...

Dear myself, It's been one of the toughest years ever, you've been through a lot. You've been hurt in ways you could have never envisioned to be hurt. You've lost people you never thought you could possibly ever lose. You've had your heart broken, your expectations ruined and your soul in ruins. You've had a rough year, a lot of happiness and a lot of downfalls. But it's okay, you'll survive another year.It's okay to be sad and it's okay to let go of people who do not match your efforts. It's okay to walk away from anything that does not serve any purpose in your life. Surround yourself with positivity and happiness, pure bliss and love. Let go of whatever harms you and believe in The One who has created you. Us 2019 to focus on yourslf.Set aside any negativity and just concentrate on yourself and your loved ones. Be happy and just be thankful to Allah that you've been able to experience another year to become a ...

Dari : Diriku Kepada: Diriku  Wahai diriku, Terima kasih telah kuat.Terima kasih telah sabar.Terima kasih telah berjuang.Beribu maaf atas kesusahan, keluhan, masalah serta kesedihan yang selalu hadir. Aku tahu kita kuat.Panjang lagi perjalanan yang akan kita tempuh.Aku harap kita sama sama kuat. Jangan mengalah.Syurga sedang menunggu kita. Walau apa pun yang menghalang di hadapan,kita ada Allah.Biar beribu manusia pergi dari hidup kita, yang penting jangan hilang Allah dalam hati.Kadang kta perlu berjalan sendiri.Supaya kita sedar kita tak perlu bergantung sesama makhluk.Sebab manusia datang dan pergi, tapi Allah tetap di sisi. Allah tahu kau sedih.Allah tahu kau penat.Tapi Allah tak akan uji sesuatu yang di luar kemampuan kau.Sabarlah.Kau kena kuat.Bukan sebab Allah tak nak bagi, tapi Dia nak tengok kita ni betul-betul bersungguh ke nak apa yang kita minta tu.Jangan bersangka buruk dengan Allah walau berat mana sekalipun ujian yang melanda. Belajar bahagia dengan ...